Change

Vague and elusive, like that summer rain
Dusting us with tiny, cold droplets
So chill and indecisive, so lonely and frail

That's the feeling of having known one
Person in the expanse of many
This misty green presence, this realization

The scattered elements of your being
Drift along like the notes of 백색왜성
In the blue haze of my memories
 
One star among many, like no other
Have you ever seen yourself this way?
Through clouds of purple smoke?

Observe your profile view in another's eyes
Forget everything you previously knew
Only realize the future, the true heart

I miss who I knew, you search for who that is
Possibly never understood
The bright white light of the morning sun

Closing the doors, shutting the windows
Futile searching and sense-making
With no clear conclusion, no resolutions

Lies, beliefs, assumptions, a blurred kaleidoscope
Of feelings, innacurate, misplaced, understood
In the empty space between two lives

A dark and quiet apology, owed to no one
Yet whispered late at night, without a single tear
Speaking out loud through the lyrics of songs

Some time from now, if the beating of your heart
Continues in this universe, then come show me
The accomplishment of your precious dreams.



-Argentia Krystofel